breaking through...

I am little by little I feel it see it and am living it. I feel that I have been not relaxed enough and allowing... so as my focus each day is to allow, and when I feel during the day I do actually allow I can almost make things happen by just letting them.

It seems silly and wild, yet it is happening so much there can be no other answer, and as I realize more and more each day that things don't just happen... we create them....and today I have allowed wonderful things to be created when I was somehow blocking it from truly happening before. I feel like the world is opening up for me all of a sudden more than it was before... I feel I am breaking through another layer of living.. or achieving, or just plain ol attracting to me what I am after.

Now if I was to go with this... hmm this is the funny part going with it... the going with for me is to let... just let the things happen and enjoy them all along the way. Sometimes things do make certain feelings come up... but what that is telling you is what you are thinking... and that is usually going off of past experiences I would imagine.... and that is a wrong way to judge things that occur in the here and now.... so to make the efforts to make sure that what is being said or done...is not predetermined, but just viewed and enjoyed as a part of life... and live it.. and know it will always turn out cool.. cause that is what happens in your/my life.

I want to write more, but feel the desire to read, and get more food for thought... ahhh my next life awaits.. is calling me, and I have been living some of life's lessons in order to be able to fulfill my purpose so much deeper and better...silly universe all around me... I think what it is, is it has been standing by me waiting for me to allow it to work with and help me out.... here I am universe... now connect and use me.... and together we will enjoy what can be achieved...