Saturday, May 31, 2008

hmm changes

So I guess rater than being the hamster on the tread wheel I will breaking free and venturing out further into the secret zone... or perhaps you could say connecting further and better with the universe....

What a silly person might say can't be done.. ( or a Jim of 8, 9 months ago ) is going to be done.

This is my busy time of the year, the phone rings and rings and rings... before this would have taken up more than 100% of my time... forget family, real life, golf ( had to get that one in ) now add in writing in the blog most days, reading... gratitude affirmations.... and writing a whole new book starting tomorrow.... how in heavens name am I going to pull that off.....????

Easy, some changes in my day, and mind. I will have sales like you would not believe ( but like I would : ) get writing done, golf enjoy life... and know everything is going to work out perfect... thank you thank you thank you very much..... "Secret for a Day" I will convince people to try it just for a day... so they may see life from a different angle... I know people get caught up in the life that surrounds them... yet they do not understand or believe that they are the ones that have themselves caught up in that life... and that they are the ones who need to change... in order to change it. Beauty is out there all around us... just as lack of beauty can be... which universe do you want to be a part of... I do know and understand more and more which one I want....

Keep in mind just as I have said before, there are those we look at and feel they do not understand that we have grown far beyond them,.... that they are potentially ignorant and cannot grow any further right now.. and we say..." gosh if they only understood" now imagine those that have broke out beyond us.... they feel that way about you and me... and I am breaking over onto their side... it is so cool... it feels so good... I just need to be able to listen.. live it... and allow myself the beauty, growth, and to understand....

I am off to get another home under agreement... I could realy write for a long time how many offers I have and stuff... but not necessary....

Jim

Friday, May 30, 2008

Golf was wonderful...

I tried something different,... after my first few shots I decided to take the mindset of what if this was the last day on earth for me... or the last time I would ever play golf... how would I approach each shot.. and it was amazing how you change and pick up your focus.. instead of just trying to do your best, your scrunch you forehead, squint your eyes.. and focus hard on the goal... and I had a wonderful game....

Business continues to rain for me... it is wonderful. I am working hard to not say it is incredible.. instead I say it is perfect. The market is so down ( 33% ) so far this year, but my stuff is so up. I am having a great year, and it just keeps on getting better and better... and will continue to do so.

I have so many good things to write, but have been caught up on the treadmill of life... however I am very soon about to step off of it, and instead of the insanity of the same stuff day after day, I have decided I need to live and experience life... and that means change...

Jim

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

It worked perfect

I was scratching my head for awhile... it terms of my shut-out... ok almost shut out I was trying hard to figure it out. The team we played is a good scoring team, and our team has struggled, and I am injured... maybe playing at 70% of my capacity... and I held them scoreless until about 20 seconds to go int he game....oh I worked hard to try to figure out what the universe was trying to tell me... I decided that my plan is real close but not quite perfect yet....

Ok my real thought for the day, and work to break thru... I look at others now that I have advanced past interms of what we as human beings are capable of if we believe... and know with all that I have learned and what I believe I can achieve... and how others hold themself in shackles how can thye not see that????? I try to communicate to them and say... " hey don't you see this" "Your the one keeping yourself right where you are with your beliefs.... especially when you see their self destructive behavior only allw them to achieve just so much...

OK now lets look at this from a different angle, what if the people who have written and taken part in "The Secret" have advanced way beyond where I am at... and look at me and say.... he doesn't get it... ( I would rather state it as my goodness he is on his way, and will be joining us soon ) in other words what seems as a very obvious to them.. so that they almost want to shake me and say hey... hello... don't you get it.... now if they did feel that way what would be the best way for them to communicate that to me/us? Hmm maybe through a book where they did the very best they could to expalin how you break thru and join....

Hello they have done this... and if you live it and believe it and do the steps you can achieve it... as I keep moving forward I must say peace happiness of where I am at, and being has taken huge steps in my life.... I read more each day, and look forward and know the joy will be something else as I continue forward and upward... I do not let the small things that we normally let get in our way, get in our way.. instead I do all I can to keep my ego at bay so I can continue to grow and achieve... and the real goal is to be able to document it and let others read about the transformation as it goes along....

Ok off to work... and the mindset.. is ahhh you have no idea how perfect every thing is going to work out today... and I will keep my eyes open to all that the universe puts in my path.. or should I restate and say all that I attracted into my universe today....see it and realize I am the one who attracted that into my universe today... and it becomes more and more clear to me each day what I want to attract into it over the next bunch of years...
Jim

Sunday, May 25, 2008

Fly Captain Fly....

Upon your mystery ship. You know I really look forward to going back over this and reading it when it is all done. I purposly have not because I wanted to see natural progression....

OK the bigger picture, I can see things others are not seeing.. and I feel others should be able to see it also, but are not..the real thing I am talking about here is the agents at the office. Our company should be ruling the marketplace... and just as human beings so many times do not see all they have, this is how the agents are.

Ok the Real Estate market is down, there is no doubt or argueing this ( 33% down in our county vs 2007 ) however there are still over 10,000 sale sides that occur... but the agents focus are the sales that are not happening, versus the ones that are.

Which crowd should they be a part of... I know which crowd I am...

So how do I am I going to change this? I feel a utube wil be the best most effective.. I will get shut down by ownership ( those in fear of the gloom... and decideing that is what thye are going to be a part of ( whether they are conscious of that or not) ).

So a little meditation will be most effective here... and timing... the universe is letting me know the timing is right.. I have felt that... and the agents want it...I know they do...I just need to either focus and let the proper message come to me... or relax and decide that it will all work out oerfect no matter what because that is what always happens.

If I shut out the other team today, that is the universe lettign me know that I need to release the utube by June 2nd.....

Friday, May 23, 2008

The minds eye

Whatever it sees it manifests... so I am going to start visualizing more and more of what I want: ) so there are 2 things to realize here... there are things you want to make sure you visualize deeply and beautifully... and things that once they come into your thoughts that you want to dismiss them asap.

The greatest way of course is to have the realization of when you are allowing these thoughts to creep in... once you can see that they are starting the ssoner you can process it and eliminate.. or repress the better. You can overcome this easily with the simplicity of belief.

Give and get... I have done out a site plan that I am going to give to my sister. With an ovestment over the next few years she can get the business she runs to increase in sales by 30 to 40% with ease. This is a give... and Karma takes care of all else. I am not looking for anything from this, I have done it because I know she can very easily increase with such little change and effort...yet it is change...

I am also giving this to her for the sake of giving it to her. She fears making mistakes, so therefore she can have the plan, and implement... she will know that if it is a success she has done it and should feel great about it... yet in the back of her mind she will know that if for some reason it did not work out it was because of me.

I do not worry on that because what I have seen is her quality, joy and self esteem radically going up and feeling the beauty of acomplishment.

I am off to enjoy my day... I need to go see her this am and plant the seeds to help her grow: )

Jim

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

ahhhhhh

They call me mello yellow....quite right you see... How are things.. oh excellent thank you... but they should get better.... and walk on... and then for some reason things are excellent... a coincidence that just seems to always be: )

I'll take it. The secret goes deeper and deeper, I feel it on a higher and higher level.. by just letting it be... by staying in the here and now... ( not that I do not dream) but my dreams are not as I can't wait.. they are more of... ahhh ya that will be wonderful to create in my life... or focus on and allow to happen I should say.

So many things have so much joy and value... and I am able to see and feel the gifts around me by noticing them.... the things you take for granted... if you take a moment or two and see them instead of rushing through your day ( and I am an add ahd person so don't tell me YOU can't ) there is so much there....

Don't predetermine... just enjoy, be.... don't look for the wilted flower... see the pretty leaves... and the strength of the stalk...

OK really for a speech.. I should be on stage, and bring out a blind man and have him say 5 things he is thankful for... and then a deaf individual and have him sign 5 things... and then someone with some form of handi-cap.... and then perhaps a cancer patient ( congrats on the no-hitter John Lester... you are a true hero to so many, because in your mind... you did not allow it to be an excuse... that is freckin huge... and you need to put that message to others in the future....) ok so why these people... well let's have the people from the audience come up and have the Gaul to tell them why they should be pitied... instead of appreciative...

I understand for some reason there is a misnomer to many that we don't understand, or I can't just shift like that... or you don't understand.... I must speak up and say... I understand... however you also must understand that the reason why you cannot break out of it.. is because you have decided you cannot.... so the only one who can truly change it is.... yup you got it you... and when you do.. and rise above it feels so good.. allow yourself to feel good feelings... why not?

Jim

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

relax and allow

It seems at times that my past is so ingrained that the old patterns come to the surface without me ever realizing it.. but then in meditation and reflection, I am able to see how it is easy to break free by realizing and seeing myself....especially the self destructive behavior.... being able to see it makes it so easy to change....

So if you can view and see with your minds eye... and label it... how easy it is to adjust....shifters that is what we need to be armed with at all times...I have been hearing and seeing how some people have allowed others around them to bother them.....with harmful chat... this is nothing new, but are we looking and listening for it... instead should we be cued in and looking to hear the good stuff? Or if you are a leader do you allow that stuff to simply flow right thru you, and not give it any value?

I think that i have to go to the old adage that it is what you are giving off... and therefor what you receive...

ok my chat is slightly different this am.... I have done my routine... but do not feel it has truly sunk down in deep as it should this am... I will need to make sure i write again later today. Important things to share though... is that I have tried to focus on the future and create beauty in it that I aim towards and achieve... and where it used to be so easy, I just keep coming back to today and realize how happy I am now and how wonderful each and every day is. I do believe that I have achieved far more happiness in each and every day that was over looked before, and I feel I have always been happy go lucky.

There are some things in my day this am ( court for my loved one) that before I would have gone into the courtroom and felt the evil presence... today I look forward to going in and not allowing any of this to effect me... I feel I have a great chance at only seeing and feeling beauty.... there must be some very beautiful things in there, and my goal today is to be the light for those who need it.... there is beauty out there every place... and those that are so looking for it day in and day out ( whether they realize it or not) and today the lamp will be well lit.. and we shall see how much I can get it to shine on those around me.

I want to keep writing, but feel it is more important to write later on....

Jim

Sunday, May 18, 2008

It is easy

To see it in others... as to why they are at where they are at. How about stepping back, disconnecting the ego, and taking a look at ourselves. It is just as easy if you allow.

As I did my morning reading, I thought back as to the things I believed and achieved.... and wonder why did I decide to believe those things and not others? Most of these things are what I would term as simple... yet there are other things like gettign into Real Estate which I knew I would be a great success at, or buying the store upstate back in 1988.

So now why would I not make choices and decisions and believe in the things that I want in my life? Exactly there are no reasons why not... it is that easy, and if I want a higher quality of life, or if I want to make sure I achieve more money, or a better relationship with my wife or children, or even others... it is that easy.

Ok I have a job to do that I have been putting off, and others and the universe have been waiting.. it is now time. I will get the video done today at my Open House, and see to it that it is broadcast this week. The one who it is going to have the emailed aimed at will be my Sales Manager Dave Hennesey... let me tell you ahead of time sorry Dave.. yet it has no real meaning to it. I feel it is somethign that will help you to help others. You have a good heart and want to help, but are not truly sure how to. You have great atributes to work with... now build upon them.

The meditation will help me to see and live my path.. I am seeing it, yet I do have to say that I am getting such value out of each and every day, I am not as concerned about fast forwarding life. I have great joy in the sight of the future and molding what I want the universe to help me have it be... but not as worried about achieving it so fast. I love my life, that is truly what the secret has helped me do.

I have done very well in keeping with my morning gratitude, and reading and affirmations in the mirror, just need to work those moments into the meditation time more.

Today I am going to ask myslef why do I put the limits on myslef that I do? Why have I decided what is easy and easily achievable, and why I decide other things are not... when in truly actuality, it is all easy. I am so learnign that it is all easy if you allow it to be.... I want to make that decision and decide it is all easy.

Jim

Thursday, May 15, 2008

The burst Dam

So first there is a small trickle... hardly noticable.. really of no concern.... however have you ever seen a small hole ever patch itself? You see without some form of proper attention to it the hole always gets bigger....

Think of this as being on the same lines as the negative behavior... or negative joking... once the negative flow has started, it will only grow bigger and bigger without proper acknowledgement or realization... or changes in behavior...

So easy to see the darker side sometimes.. but if we were to now turn it around we could say... well if you say and do nice things won't that behavior just grow.... yes yes it will... however I have another small twist to it. Is it possible that in the back of our mind we disbelieve... that things will get better and become nicer... and therefore that part stays connected.. or connects with the universe....

Well, lets hop back to the negative example... if you are doing negative joking... things are just siply flowing.. you are not blocking things one way or another.. ( maybe blocking the good) but not the bad... so it can easily manifest and gorw.... the way the universe knows how to.... you see in the posative example.... you hold doubt... and therefore are not allowing the proper universal flow to happen...

So Jim why all this? Well, I must say that I feel so much more connected each and every day by simply believing and being... the small doubt that I in the start ( months ago ) did my best to pretend did nto exist, has shrunk more and more... it is at most a grain now, and I might even be able to say on most days now non-existant...

What does this all say and mean... I have found the quality of my life increase so much it feels wonderful.. I look forward to so much... and so many things.. I know things will always turn out perfect anyway.... because I am lettign it.....

Jim

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

To easy to just walk away

I sit there trying to think of posative wonderful things and not allow all the negative acitivity words and actions penetrate me.... I tell myself I am better to not go to the meetings and just do my thing.. there is to much negative energy and improper focus... It is stated time and again as to what not to do, and what to worry about.. in the meantime.. I just sell sell sell... ok I need to try to break this up.. I speak up to interject a posative statement to help others and the manager to refocus.. and ouch.. shot down... however even though there are many bullets shot at me none penetrate.. I dodge them by not allowing them to exist.....

So to walk away is just to easy.... How do I help the Manager and the agents.. the important thing here is to change the energy flow... the old addage perhpas has far more and deeper menaing than we ever realized... you get more with Sugar than you do with vinager....

I had decided to just not go to the meetings any more.. I am soo sorry but I need to save myself... hmm but is that the best thing to do... for my fellow man or for my own growth? It is to easy... there are many people like that in life... learn now to overcome.. consier each one a fun challenge... now I must figure out how to....

: ) Don't you get it at this point.. If I now believe that I can... and focus and meditate on it... I can... with such ease.. I need to sit and chat with the manager on it... and speak to him... help him... he truly does want to help people.. he just doesn't really know how to right now....

So after the meeting what did I do.. reach deep into my pocket and pullout some secret shifters... just like good bubble gum... um yum yum... I think I will have a nice thing to say to the next few people I see.. ahhh yes.. and now maybe a compliment to myself in the mirror.. oh yes I like that one.. hmmmm I need something else... lets see hey Pam.. do me a favor.. tell me something good... anything just tell me something good... ahhhhh oh ya... now what do I headout and do.... oh simple.. I go on 3 listing appts... and then get another property under agreement.. oh yes the kid si on fire..... or is he just moving toward his slight capabilities?

The energy around me from working the steps and process has such wonderful things comeing to me.. and yes here I am I am accepting of them...

Jim

Monday, May 12, 2008

Monday Monday... so gooood to me: )

By noontime today I had 3 sellers call me to get their property on the market... Karma my friends Karma... hmm is Karma Jim's new word for universe?

The steady flow of buyers and sellers is so nice.... as I relax and enjoy each transaction and call that comes in from these people I sit back and smile... my Mondays are nice: )

My connection is growing, and I am able to see so much more... by just leting it be, and allowing good things to happen. I do have to say my old make up has been changed, and my new current belief structure is allowing me to have a life that was always here I just had the improper view. It is amazing that you can see whatever it is oyu are looking for... I am looking for beauty, and it surrounds me so....

The goals and dreams I have had about what I want life to be next, and has been my focus along with my wifes over the last hmm hard to say how many months... actually years, but not in a posative focused way... are coming to light more and more. A huge change in life is there on the horizon and we both know it. We have been watching it create itself over the last few months more and more as we have been allowing the universe ( along with letting the universe know what we are after or want)to bring it to us. And of course it is in the most wonderful way.

You read this and say what.... what is it???? Well let's just say it wil not be all that much longer Jim will be doing Real Estate, and will be living in both Western NH and Florida.... oh my... it is all right there waitng for me/us... and we are moving on toward it... in the meantime I might as well have a whole bunch of sales while I am doing this... and work less, and enjoy more... so easy what I had thought was not possible...

Jim

Saturday, May 10, 2008

Just along for the ride

So taking the time to do the morning routine ( I must get better at the meditation: ) has helped me to find so much more joy in each and every day. I see the flowers, fresh cut grass, beautiful bird in flight.... so much that is around and is beauty. I also find myself dreaming and dreaming out loud all the time. When I wake, I am smiling and looking forward to what is in my day. No matter what it is I look forward to it and know something wonderful will come from it.

In terms of business, I am enjoying the ride... as soon as I get one deal together there is another one right behind it. I am not duressing or stressing at all, I expect the next one to be there. And all that I imagined and envisioned is happening. I am having my average sales price grow higher with each deal, I am having great situations find there way to me....ahhhh

So what is next? Right now who cares this is so much relaxed fun why worry about that. I look forward to time out with these buyers this afternoon, and then a nice relaxing drink on the back porch with my wife, and seeing my beautiful daughter this evening...life is good...

Enjoy your day all see the beauty all along the way, and you will find that the yuk that you used to see and feel is not there. The only reason it was there is because you put it there!

Jim

Thursday, May 8, 2008

How lucky I am

To have the life I do... so sweet so nice, so free to do all that I desire... I a about to go for a nice drive and put out some signs, and see some land... and it is a perfect day to travel around and do such.

Taking a few minutes and sharing with those around me does so much... and you can do and be the same way, simply be nice and share from our heart. An example.. is calling my wife after an hour of work and just leaving her the message that I love her... texting my daughters and saying the same thing... stopping to sit and chat with a few agents downstairs....

In the chatting the agents want me to be the Sales Manager here, and as much as I enjoy and want to help them I need to do it in other ways... by example is one, along with my writings which will be made available sometime early 2009... they can see how to stop take the time relax refocus and live and feel the secret....

I want to write more, but my mind wants to carry me off to the beautiful places I am about to see.. and then... ahhh a nice relaxing evening with the one I love....

Jim

Wednesday, May 7, 2008

On the right track

Need to keep honing it in... and what I keep saying does happen.. it is amazing. What I mean is the stuff I verbalize and know I believe has been coming true. The other thing I am noticing is that people are attracted to me that I do not expect.. ( or do I) I get calls from people wanting me to sell for them, and wanting to buy... and I know it will work out and come together.. and does.

The month of May it appears will be my seconds biggest month ever in Real Estate ( now remember the market has been crashing for 3 years now, and this marketplace is down 36% so far this year) however my focus has been the sales that do... not the opposite...

I am going golfing tonight.. and I think I will have to have my best game ever... not to much pressure.. I will be just having relaxed fun, and not worrying about anything... just plain ol playing...

Asked what am I envisioning... and the answer can be tough sometimes.. I know I will be out writing and speaking... yet when I envision my day, it is tough... I do not know what to envision because all is so wonderful and well in my life... What I do know is this month of May I am following the secret formula I have written so I can be great at it by the end of the month, and know the feeling and effects of it.. and then write the book "Secret for a Day" in June...

Well I am off to drop off my daughter.. be looking for me... you will know I am near, you will feel and see my smile: )

Jim

Monday, May 5, 2008

unbelievable

When things go so well as you relax and simply believe all will be perfect and fine.... that is how the first day back at work has gone perfect and fine.. things always work out perfect for me....

Deals together, and even a wonderful gift that was dropped off to me...life is good just as I envisioned... now the real beauty.... I am not even touching upon the secret as it really can be.... so imagine where I can and am going: )

I started my day as my May plan stated... and it was nice...I look forward to em bettering it each day this month...

A question I have.. and I think I have the answer.... prayer... was Jesus just connecting with the universe... and by praying are we just verbalizing and connecting with the universe... are we simply believing and that is why miracles happen... because they easily can..... and are peoples lives better when they pray because when they do the norm is to ask for beautiful things... and by praying often they increase the odds of connecting well enough with the universe to make the beautiful things happen???

Jim

Florida vacation cut and paste

April 30, 2008

Quietly let it happen

Have you ever had a days or moment that you feel all is so perfect… that no matter what you do it will work out perfect… ahh that was my today…. And my yesterday

So most of my writings have been about my work… but what if all else around you also knows that you should be writing and helping people… and that I can achieve anything I decide I want to achieve… even my wife looks at things now and no longer worries she knows that we can have anything we want.. And that she may enjoy whatever in life she wants….

We have looked at these properties down in Florida here and even though we have a wonderful one we are looking at ones that we used to think were above us, and now look at them as no big deal and know we can get what ever we desire…..

Imagine that knowing and feeling that all is at your desire and disposal… my goodness life is far more wonderful than I have realized… I also have tried to slow down and listing to the songs that just so happen to come on the radio,….. or who ends up coming into my life… I feel it is always for a reason now….

I know I am carrying on, but inside… I am only trying to decide what it is I want, and even the ones we looked at today, I let Lisa know that the ones we saw were nothing but a stepping stone to what we would end up eventually getting..

This is actually one of the days where I know so much I want to write about…. And I have held myself back to wring smaller amounts knowing it is more important to do smaller amounts and have the changes show all by themselves… I am about to start another book at the same time now…. And it will be written quickly…

Jim

May 1st 2008

Warmth, speak only of warmth…. And let those around you help guide you…..you know when you should allow it and when not to. Step aside… hmm what can one mean by that? Take you ego, move it to the side and allow yourself to be human all of a sudden… it sounds easy but can be a challenge… and if the one you are allowing that to happen with is aware, it is actually quite a wonderful feeling… stepping back that is a laughing at oneself…

I have been on vacation here, and allowed my mind to not focus or worry about something in the future that may or may not happen. Can you imagine that, just enjoying the day to the fullest, and knowing deep down in your heart that no matter what everything in the future does not really overly matter right now at this point in time, and that I should just be enjoying the day… and oh my have I ever.

So my example of the day to help myself and others? A phone call comes in as we are laughing so much and so hard that 3 of us are physically on the floor rolling around pretty much uncontrollably and the moods starts a shift…. Next thing you know the mind has forgotten about all the joy it was just experiencing, and is letting the call go deeper and deeper into the mind… at first no big deal, I can handle it, just as I fear and hope as I write this ( I actually have tried so hard to not write or focus on the negative, I do not believe I can allow the secret to truly work as effectively as it can if I do ) however for the purpose of human behavior, and that I also have had these feelings as you have, and that together we can see to it that we turn them into the positive, or better yet not allow them into our every day life… or do less and less anyway.

So to share lightly the silliness of my last night… imagine being with a bunch of people that all love you, and that you so enjoy their company…. And you allow a silly phone call to put a dent into it by seeking or perhaps seeing anothers agenda and then dwelling ( without trying to) upon it and having it become a part of your utopia… this is where secret growth needs to continue to grow and get better… although it has so much since the beginning, it needs to and will continue to get better.

I am in Florida in paradise with my wife and our daughters ( Marissa and Jamie ) the weather is wonderful, Lisas mom, brother and sister are just 2 doors down… and I forget that for a few minutes….

Oh my if you read a few days back I was to write out a small formula to allow the secret to work deeper…. And I have not yet, however I did speak to my wife on it and explained what it was I wanted to do so she could be on the same page and supportive of it.

So the formula… ok here goes some how it will just work out perfect as I type….

1) Lay in bed and visualize how I want to have the day go…. ( just a positive overview, not a controlled must be this way one…..
2) Take a few deep breaths as I head down to make my coffee…. And do all I can to feel and inhale the life around me
3) As I drink my coffee or wait for it I am to write down 5 things I am grateful for, say them out loud, and then make sure I take them with me during my day so I may take them out to read them and perhaps share them during my day.
4) After my gratitude words or statements, I am to say my aspirations right after I have read them… it is important to not only read, write but to make sure I am saying them out loud… and if possible say them in front of a mirror for greater effect.
5) Meditation and reading…. I need to fine tune this one a little, I am wondering if I should make sure I at least have a page to read if I feel I do not have a book of choice, or to make sure I always have a copy of the secret to read slowly and deeply a page….
6) The meditation…. I need to make sure that I at least take 5 minutes to reflect and allow my mind to clear itself, and open itself to the day to allow the beauty to be the focus and be the most prevalent thing in my life for that day ( I need only to focus a day at a time )
7) Make sure that the first 5 people you see each day you say something nice: )

This is the formula I will follow. It is May day a new beginning… just like so many other days, but this is almost a halfway point, and we are about to have life change very rapidly in a manner that is so wonderful, by allowing it to be such… we will make the negative part of the brain a little sad over the next large segment of my life… hmm and maybe even for the rest of it.. could you imagine that not allowing yourself to feel the yukkies as much as you want to… not really any sadness there huh: )

Jimbo…