Monday, March 31, 2008

I am quite clear

In my vision, that I do know. I am doing Real Estate now only as a spring board, and to buy time before I write inspiration, and go on the speaking circuit. The vision is so very clear, and the desire to do it soon is strong..... and tomorrow is a big meeting with the President of the Corporation, and although I feel I should tell him he needs me to go out and speak to the agents of the corporation ( which I do it is the best thing for them, and the company )... however I feel that another thing I have learned is to have the vision, goals, clear wants and needs... and let the universe do what it does best.

I will not be forcing anything tomorrow... ( or maybe just thinking about that is putting to much control to it) I guess the way I feel is the universe knows what I am after so of course it will see to it that it is delivered.

Think of it this way, I have now completed 4 market analysis today, and have 4 more to get done still.... I wanted more listings... and yowser the universe sends them my way... I think I will set a record here this month as to most listings in a month.

I am also getting closer on a utube video to go out, I did 6 trial runs yesterday, and by the time I got to the last one, I felt like I had a real good one. The trail audience I showed it to responded very well... oh my this is gonna be fun... now I just have to allow meditation to let me know the final little touch it needs, and when it is to go: )

My confidence grows each day. I could say things might not have been as wonderful as they could have been over the last 4 or 5 days, but I no longer feel that way. I just always know every thing will work out perfectly... because it always does for me. So instead of having concern when it appears things are not... I smile and know the universe always makes things wonderful. This is large growth from months ago, where I would want to share obstacles that show up sometimes... but during my process I learned to not give them value.. or mindset... and put the energy into the beauty that there is, not what was a way of life before ( whether I realized it or not) and the things I would have viewed as potentially downers... do not exist for long or at all.....

My life has gotten better and better each and every day, and my connection gets fuller and deeper with every passing moment....

I cannot wait to write after the meeting tomorrow, I will have such exciting news to share....

Jim

Sunday, March 30, 2008

Ending the month

How wonderful things are when you simply know no matter what all will turn out great. It really does not matter what happens.... it is cool.

My meditation is opening doors that are wonderful, I keep seeing more and more, and cannot wait to implement...

The first quarter of the year has brought wonderful things, and the second quarter will now open new doors in which my new next life is cruising so much faster toward me than I ever expected. It will be so interesting to see how the meeting goes with the President of the company... I just know I will be out speaking for him during this quarter.... and then who knows what from there... Just know bigger and better things that is what: )

Off to shot a video and see what doors it is supposed to open: )

Jim

Thursday, March 27, 2008

It's ok I am a professional

Now that we have walked along here and have believed, visualized, and stated our wants, we need to allow it to happen. At this point in time, I have learned to do this so well. When it comes to a point where things appear to be coming at me very quickly, or that in areas where my mind used to create reasons why something would not happen I simply realize that it all works out perfect for me all the time no matter what. I guess you could call me a lucky duck: )

It now feels that whatever I put out into the universe comes flying at me in speeds I do not expect... or on the other hand if it is time off, or a time period where the phone does not ring I get that most of the time too. However the important thing is as things do come flying at me, when you have the perspective that things will work out for the better no matter what, because that is how it always happens, it is amazing how things do turn out, and find a way of working itself out perfectly... or maybe it is just that I am a professional.

I had said to the universe that I wanted more listings... and suddenly in the last 24-48 hours I have 6 different homes that people have called me on that they want to get on the market.... while I am negotiating 3 other deals at the same time... and trying to work on the piles on my desk. It appears that how "The Secret" says that it likes speed, the universe loves it.. is very true. Now the issue for me is to make sure that I keep the same mind set as it gets busier. To realize that the universe knows I can handle this so therefore it is sending it my way.

I have thought that I could get out of the industry as soon as this book is done as long as I allow the universe to help me.. note that I need to allow it to help me, I need to exercise acceptance that what it sends my way ( or what I have attracted) is what is meant to be, and I am to not allow myself to get in my own way.

As you read the last paragraph you can also wonder if the way it is written that I still feel the need for some sort of control rather than going with the flow.... oh my the ares that I am moving out of my own way for the sake of living more fully is a wonderful thing.

I want to keep writing, I have so much to say, and so much as to how I can now see other areas of my life improving and the quality going to where I know it can. I am getting alot more at ease with life, and things that were bothersome to me more I am now seeing as fears that I was creating in my own mind. Although I have done well here in writing on the business aspects of my life, and other areas, I am also learning to apply the principals in other areas and with this expand knowing how much life in so many other areas can go to high extremes of beauty the more I work it.... oh my I will be done my writings in a year, but continuing to radically improve the quality of my life and be living life to the fullest long beyond that....

aaaahhhhhhh

Jim

Monday, March 24, 2008

Amazing how far I have come

With such simple principals. It is wild that I have kept my focus so positive ( even though I always considered myself positive already). Whenever there is any issue that is negative I try so hard to not allow emotions to penetrate down into my body, and eliminate the conversation as quickly as possible... or at least try to shift to the positives that surround the negative.

May times during the last few months of writing ( especially in the beginning) there was much I wanted to write and complain about, but would not let myself...... you need to do the same too, you need to not allow the negative to live...already just writing and acknowledging the word negative has me wanting to put an end to this right now....

A new mind set that I am working with has me doing my best to not predetermine the outcome before it has had the opportunity to happen. A for instance is... I got a call from a buyer wanting to see a property.... and it is an upper end property.... one I have listed... my first thought is ahhh it will never work out for them.... because having that sale to my own buyer would almost be a dream come true... it would be an awesome sale.... but wait... how can one say he is allowing the universe do what it does best if that is the thought process one has?

Instead I set up the appointment, and figure that there is a great chance that the universe has sent the perfect buyer for this property to my doorstep.... and how many times has the universe tried to deliver... when I was not accepting the deliveries? A thought I do not want to go deep in to, but am aware that this is a thought process I have done. You see good things come to me all the time...

Oh my goodness you have no idea how the universe works things out for me. I have this concept that I wanted to do, but felt I did not have enough time. I have an important meeting with the President of the Residential Brokerage this Wednesday, and the scheme that I wanted to do I just can't do it.... and while I was writing here, he has just called and we have moved the appt. to next Tuesday at 1 instead... you have no idea how giddy I am right now... I am going to be in so much trouble with this.. but it is worth it.

I am going to go out on the edge, and take a leap... one that will require effort, and is crossing lines that are drawn to us as agents... however pity those that do not know victory or defeat. I am going to cross that line and allow the universe to do some very magical things for me. I will describe them later, but it is more important that I get on my horse and implement right now: )

Jim

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

I saw the signs

I opened up my eyes and saw the signs.... So I will be on a plane to Florida in 10 hours, and feel there may be answers out there for me. I am going to connect with the universe and be totally at ease with it. I feel like there were signs that were given during the night... you know when you look and wait for a sign for years and years, and then all of a sudden one night there it is.

I woke at an odd time, and did not know why I was awake, but finally decided to get up and go pee at least maybe that would help.... and as I looked out the window in the bathroom, I could see a huge buck in the middle of the backyard simply grazing.... I then went back to bed with a wonderful feeling but yet a feeling of my goodness why now what is the meaning...

so I got back up and went downstairs and opened the slider and went on the back deck, and stood and watched not only the buck, but a doe eating away only 50' from me.... I could also hear a third one, but could not see it...

After awhile I went back inside... and then saw the third one for a moment... as it also was enjoying my grass..... I did go back to bed after awhile.... and thought it is time for me to simply move on into my next life... I need to just do what I am going to preach... I am going to help people to change... to break away from the work and life they have and make positive changes for themselves... perhaps I need to practice what I will preach sooner than I thought....

My eyes will be open for other signs while in Florida... the time may be now.....

Monday, March 17, 2008

5th time around

So I wanted to read the secret again this weekend, but I allowed less important things to take up my time instead: ) However I did make sure I had my nose in it this am, and boy am I glad I did. It was like having a refresher course... even though I felt it was not necessary.

I have felt that everything has come a long way for me, yet the next level is right there just waiting for me to grab onto it... and the key is.... yup the key is me... that is all it is me deciding what it is I want, and to allow the universe to do what it does best.

Starting to read it over again this am was making me think I may take my goals and expedite them so I can get to writing and speaking sooner. However I must I feel also exercise patience too.. yet I did think if I could get the money I need into an account sooner I can simply walk away from Real Estate and keep writing writing writing.

So I heard 2 guys talking at the Gym about how Manny Ramirez had read some kinda book ya was inspirational.... I walk ed over and told them yes.... he has read the secret, and I told them you watch he will hit at least 335, with 40 plus home runs, and over 120 rbi.... no doubt about it.. you see he already had the secret.. so now that he has read the secret that means he can take it to the next level... or at least maintain the highest level he has done before with ease.

Same with me... I want to attract these buyers and sellers quicker now... I want to dedicate my time to writing and helping, and realize the only thing that is stopping me is obtaining my goals so show and prove how the secret works... so I will meditate on this so much more in a week... hmm why a week?

I am going on a golfing vacation with my daughter and one of my buddies.. I Will have the beauty of time with her, and golf with him.... and when I get back I will focus hard on getting to my goals getting them achieved, and doing what I was always meant to do: )

Watch me now.....

Jim...

Friday, March 14, 2008

Water on a board

If you pour water on a board it does not really absorb all that well, but if you pour it on a paper towel, it really sucks it up... is this perhaps how the universe is for you and me? As I meditated and as I was feeling I was not really connected to the universe the way I wanted to be... I found I was very tense. As I felt the tenseness in my shoulders and body, and tried so hard to release it... my mind was wanting to go back to all the things I needed to do, and should be doing....

Ok so this is quite obviously the old patterns creeping back in... I did/do realize that with meditation, and taking time to refocus that I can accomplish so much more, and....

Oh yes a real big and... if I am at ease more, and relaxed I have found that the universe finds its way to my so much easier.... I find when I am not trying to force it, or anything, the things that are important to me that I do want to come into my life simply do....

I feel that the stress stops the universe from being able to penetrate you.. just as a board does not absorb water as well as a paper towel... I feel I was like a board.... and unconsciously slowing down the penetration of the universe into my self.

To make it even funnier if that is what I believe.. than that is the way it is: ) Now let's pull beauty into this, the beauty is I do believe this right now, but I also believe that by meditating I release so much of that, and become very at ease, and therefore become a paper towel...

This also ties in with connecting with the universe and just being.... if I am able to just be, and allow the universe to do what it does best, and as like in the beginning do the steps of focusing, believing, visualizing that all things will come to be.

It's funny, I had decided that "the secret" was really just a very basic manual, which has broken down many readings, and put into a form that is very helpful and useful for the every day people if you can get them to read it and believe it. And obviously they were able to achieve this, however I am at a point that even though I have read this many times, I have not for a couple of months at least, and feel I need the refresher... I had almost felt before that I would not read it again... that there was no need to. I will see to it that this weekend I read ti again, and see if it refreshes me as I believe it will, and helps me therefore to continue to soar toward the goals I have placed in the universe....

I do have to say, a low day, or a bad day now is not low or bad at all compared to what it was before. Not even close. I have gotten so much stronger, and have connected like you would not believe since the very first reading, I think one of the biggest issues I have now is being patient... I have so much I want to do and accomplish, and it is all happening at the rate it is supposed to, but there is such passion and joy in what my venture is that it is hard to sit still and wait: )

Final note, I did have a very good meeting with the person I spoke of.. I wanted to learn about he and his wife.. I felt perhaps they had " the secret" and I am still not sure. I am not sure if I got out of the meeting what I was supposed to, of why I really was supposed to... but instead I am trusting that the universe will show at some point in time why it was important for me to.....

Do you have any idea the excitement that is in my every day.... hard to contain some times...: )

Jim

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

Confidence

It isn't just the dog that can tell if you are scared or not.... others know....you let them know whether you realize it or not.

Somewhere in your past someone told you things that you believed... some good, maybe some not, but the ones that said the warm and fuzzy ( because we have transformed and that is our focus) made it so they made a difference in your life.. isn't that a wonderful thought that someone cared enough to say something nice to you, and it effected the rest of your life... that it made it so you believed in yourself in some area or something you do.

Wow do you realize how powerful that is and how wonderful that simple words or caring makes it so when it comes to a certain subject or thing you are "different"

Imagine if you had this power... and could give it away and help people every single day....If you did have this power just like Superman... ahhh superman... if I had his power I would help people ALL the time.. ya that's what I would do.... just like him, and they would make a movie out of me because of all the huge wonderful things I do for people in isolated incidents...How sad it would be if Superman used his power for bad purposes.. ok maybe not bad... but you know to just "be funny" that's what belittling is right.. being funny... that would be sad so sad..

Well here it is you have all this power to touch every persons life you come into contact with, do you use them properly? Or do have super powers that you are afraid to use... imagine if ol superman came up with all these reason why he shouldn't use his powers.... well what if what if what if....

We can improve all the peoples lives we come in contact with every single day, and even though we are perhaps hungry for a better life, and want things to improve in our life, we potentially over look that. Do you know how good it would feel to help out, and to also realize that you are improving the quality of your own life and the live of the general population by doing such.

One person CAN change the world, and I feel the reason they say " and a child will rule them" is that the child does not have all the baggage of the past to stop them from doing what feels good and right...

We all want to be superman, and yet we all are.... if you had the power of a mustard seed you could move mountains... ahhh I love that statement. Universe... keep working with me, I believe more and more each and every day, and know I am connecting deeper and deeper gathering and growing with all the positive energy that is being attracted to me.

Ahhh Jim

Monday, March 10, 2008

You have to believe in magic

In order for it to happen... hmmm the simple statement that says so much... funny how so many small things help you to believe.. then things also help you to temporarily stray...

Lets talk about the force field, the trading of back and forth... of what you choose to cloak yourself in....do you want to have it be something not possible to penetrate? Or do you want to have the aura of yes please come in? If you want someone to come in your home don't you think you should open the door for them versus sitting in the other room being mad because no one will come over.

I have reached out a second time now to another individual that I feel the universe has wanted me to meet and speak further with... ahhh yes my Thursday am is me sitting with he and his wife over a cup of coffee. And to top it off, I told him when I asked to meet that he had to make the coffee.

How many times have you not reached out, how many times have you laid down at night and thought... " I wish" do you have any idea how good it feels when you succeed.. now the neat part is with both of the reach outs I have done... I due to the way I look at things unconsciously now... never for a moment thought I would not get the appt. I really am now just realizing that... Kind of real cool to see, feel and live the change that I have already had.

I am almost caught in a cross road right now... my passion for this so has me wanting to accelerate this. Yet I feel I am supposed to have this be for a year still... " let go"... we will have to see by letting go how the universe continues to push things along.

There are people coming into my life... in such warm passionate ways who are attracted to me.. and I feel I am like the flower, I have been a bud, and to myself for so long, and now that I am opening up... people are attracted to it... Open up... be a good person... do not have a closed door, stand by it and open it as they are passing by, or keep it opened in case they happen to walk by... and when they do come ... think feel and believe it is for good reasons, and it will be.

The universe in my opinion has every kind of energy around us...it is a matter of what energy we want to surround ourselves with. If you surround yourself with self doubt, and disbelief, how can any possible joy penetrate... when you will not let it?

There does not need to be ups and downs.... someone had told me that is the way it is... not sure why Ilistened to them.. I wish I had listened to other people who were warm and fuzzy more...well I am Mr warm and fuzzy telling you, that joy is out there, and it is something you need to learn to feel. And it is so nice when you do it is worth opening yourself up to potential uncomfortable situations.... but when you see the situation, see only the happy ending... and then make sure it happens.

Jim

Saturday, March 8, 2008

Excuse me Mr. President

So reached out to the president, and we meet on March 26th...not bad eh... if you do not risk, how can you expect reward... the beginning is in full force. At first when I got to meet with the company, it was good... and getting to speak again on the 11th is something I really look forward to. However it is the small stage that I am walking out on, and each stage shall grow and all that I am able to touch will grow as well.

My message is to be of the proper focus and vision for the entire organization. It has been wrong due to the toughness of the market over the last 3 years... It is time to adjust, and put all that we have learned on a larger scale. Perhaps just as The Secret touched so many, imagine if I can get this type of concept believed and into an entire organization. I know that I can, and will. CBRB, you lucky duck... you have all that it takes, and you just lay dormant... and you and I both will enjoy the good fortune that lays dormant. The company by realization and me by recognition.

I feel it is important to note I was physically sick yesterday... could not eat, drink or even get out of bed.. that is all that needs to be said for now.

I am very relaxed today, I have decided I was wrong to think I had to work double time to achieve my goals... I simply need to allow the universe to do what it does best. My control portion needs to subside... and I must let go and let God more often. Keep to the basics... focus... believe... achieve.... know what I want... keep the vision... but also to let the universe do what ti does best and trust it!

Till the next time.

Jim

Thursday, March 6, 2008

Keep the path

Let go let God.... this has been a little difficult for me, or shall I say I did not keep it in my life as much as I wish I had. Wanting to control things and forge full speed ahead.... had me lose sight a little, when I now realize that this is a part of the equation.

What I rephrased the statement... what if I expanded upon it and said.... if God is in each one of us, and if you have the conscious, and then the subconscious, and then the universe... and the subconscious is what has the connection to the universe, instead of trying to control the universe with your conscious, allow your conscious to let go... and let God...or let the universe do what it does best... allow it to bring the beauty into your life... it will... if you allow it that is.... But what if your focus is not the beauty... hmmm it appears if your subconscious is seeking out something different from the universe.... then that is what you will probably find... or shall we say definitely will find!!!

If you think self-doubt and fear... that is what your subconscious will connect with in the universe....if you think you can't... guess what your right.....it is almost as if we are made perfectly. We can create and have whatever it is in our life that we want and believe.... Those darn Wright Brothers... think they can fly... they are silly huh: )

OK I am going to reach out to the President of our corporation in Waltham Mass... and let him know that at the convention/awards banquet, he gave the wrong message to the agents... but that is not to be my focus, my focus will be on the positive. It will be on how he can put the correct message to the agents in New England here and capture the market share out there like never before. You see he knows the market is down, and has just accepted the fate... he has the incorrect mindset and fate right now....

Let's see how this goes, and how speaking to the top management will make the difference in so many peoples lives....and the companies...

Tuesday, March 4, 2008

Life is Good

The spirit is sooo strong, that I connected with it in September of 2007.... as I was driving back from the cape.... and the picture of me reading "The Secret" was taken on that weekend...

I saw Bert Jacobs speak today at the Westin Waterfront in Boston Mass today.... and the spirit that he had, and that was all around him was wonderful. He spoke from his heart for about an hour I would say with a message that needs to get out to the world to change the way we are as human beings.

He spoke of the festivals he does, and this is what I was speaking to Lisa about as we were driving back from the Cape in September... and so much good comes from them.... money is plentiful.... and it can bring such goodness.... and those that truly have it so want to get the joy from it that they know it can bring... and you and I as human beings can and will change the way people act and be in life.... We will start slowing the way we eliminate each other as human beings, and start absorbing the beautiful spirit that is all around instead of the draining other spirits.....

Ok so onto the spirits....I rub my mouth for a minute... and sit back.. ok how much do I share here how much do I show of my heart for the purpose of growth of others... the answer is the whole thing Jim.... open it up... it will only help....

So my dream last night... there was a classroom like atmosphere.. and I came in the door, and there were many people in there... I was able to look around and see so many that I knew.... ( ahh I am just realizing the purpose of some of them) I was to be kind of a guest speaker.... of someone to help with the speaker or something like that..... and the teacher.... if you will was Billy Crystal.... and I came up... and walked to the front... and he was explaining how a mean spirit was going to overtake me... and I was going to demonstrate the spirit.... and as he said this I felt a spirit fazing into my body....and felt meanness coming over me... I felt my face muscles squinch, and my furrowed brow... and felt like just insulting people.. and Billy Crystal just happened to be the one closest to me.... and I started insulting him.... and it felt kinda good... and he wasn't thinking it was funny.... even though I kind of thought I was being funny... even though it was mean.... and his face went down toward the floor... and took a few steps backward....

Well... then a lady who I did Real Estate with in Keene Kathy Wichland came out of the audience and walked over and slapped my face,,, geez whats her freckin problem... and I kept being the mean spirit and just ignored her.... as Billy went around the corner.... and laid down on a bed.. he was in pain ( or his spirit was) from the insults.... and as he laid down I looked down at him..... he started sniffling...( then suddenly he was a black child) I could see the spirit of cold going in his nose.... and I put my hand in the air and held it over the spirit of cold trying to get in his nose and was pulling it back out... ( not by touching it but with energy from my spirit) and I did it twice... and it was basically all the way out... and I felt so weak suddenly from doing this.. it was such focus.. yet I knew I could do it if I focused hard enough..... and then I felt my leg buckle... but I held on and did not fall... but then weakness came over me... and I went to the floor...and laid down... as I laid there I wanted to hear him breath a nice breath without the cold trying to get in his nose... I could not hear it....

as I laid there I felt sadness coming over and I went to the fetal position pretty much, and crawled under a coffee type table... and started to cry... I was overwhelmed and it came to me.... my early years were not fair.... I was not loved like I wanted to be loved... and I have not as of yet loved someone like I want to love them...... I wanted someone from the audience to come up and comfort me.... but no one did... I woke up.... but as I woke I was not sad... I was not sad at all.. I was excited because my eyes had opened up to some very strong realizations....

When I was up at that table and was to be overcome by a spirit.. that was not the only spirit in the area... but that was the one I allowed to overtake me...... and why Billy Crystal? I am not sure but I believe that is because how many times do we think we are being funny and we are actually being hurtful... even someone like him who I thought could take it... could not it hurt so much that he was put into such a weakened state that sickness was able to approach and try to enter his weakened body.....

So why did I not chose on of the other spirits that was in the area... and why do we allow meanness be such a large part of our life... or any part at all? Humans just do? That is a poor reason.. we are intelligent and can realize that if you are cold you need fire to warm up.... it is time for us to take some huge evolutionary steps here.... and make sure that it is taught to the young generation the spirit that is all around us...

Now to share a little on the spirit to give you an understanding of what I mean....lets say you have 2 people telling stories... oh you would not believe what happened to me the other day... and then what do you get back... " Oh ya" well you should hear what happened to me... and they go back and forth trying to out do each other..... is it possible that each person sees feels and absorbs a spirit that is all about that and as one tells a bigger story part of the spirit moves from one person to the other... and goes back and forth... ever heard 2 people telling negative stuff about people and you can see the total transformation of their bodies and face and gestures and attitude as they do... each one trying to get the yuk spirit out of the other,.... and absorb more into themselves... ahhhh

Another one... what about the crazy man with the gun... waving it..... he obviously has a crazy, sick spirit in him..... how do you get it out? Be crazier and sicker than him... arrrrrggggggggggg and get part of that spirit to leave him... and come into you... and then doubt will set in.. especially if you direct it to.....

What about the ol competitive spirit... a Tennis tournament with all the top tennis players... as they each absorb the energy and spirit all around them.... as they yell and scream with such energy and enthusiasm... and when victory finally comes and the go to their knees and have such a sense of relief..... did they win because they were able or shall we say allowed so much of the energy of the universe absorb into their body... and it is finally relieved of being able to release all it was holding in?

Keep in mind once again.... what if the energy around you wants to help you... and craves to help you... positive energy seeking out the positive person.... but do we allow the energy in? Do we allow it to help us.... or do we bring in fear and self doubt to have it go away... wouldn't that be sad.

Maybe we should go periods of time of making sure we do not allow self doubt and fear come into our being... and see how much we achieve... hmmm sounds like we are onto something here...

The energy is around me... and it is working with me.... as much as I allow it to... and I am thankful for it, I just need to make sure I figure out a wonderful recipe to help myself be helped...

I have realized I do not have to work long crazy hours in order to achieve what I am after for Real Estate results... they will come no matter what ( if I focus, believe and allow them to: )

I am done for this evening, was a great day, and so much to say. Thanks for bearing with the writings to this point. For some reason it was supposed to just go on like it was to that point, now connecting further and deeper is to come about.. I can feel it...

Jim

Monday, March 3, 2008

Tired makes you awake

Because I perhaps did not have the inner strength today since I was so tired, it made it seem like I was actually connected much better with the universe than I realized... I wonder if I perhaps didn't have self to get in the way, and the universe didn't have to try to penetrate a barrier that I normally have....

In meditation I felt myself floating off and away... was real nice, and I swear I could see for the first time all the energy that was flowing all around me... my eyes were open, and I could see it swirling all around... and I put my hands out to try to capture some of it....

The day overall was quite something. I was able to achieve so much, and so much came to me... business that I tried to get for years.. contacted me.... and wants me to sell for them.... buyers called.... I connected with so many.... and want to connect with so many more.... it is wonderful, the part that I am really enjoying that I had not before is wanting to meet their spirits... and getting to know them.. before it was just a transaction to me... now I feel more and more... however I do know I need to work on feeling even More still... I had fallen back into my old patterns where I acted like I did not really care.... and it so isn't/wasn't me... I could see and feel how it put people off.... I need to be aware of the power I have, and how much it means to other people that I continue to allow and show I care... because I do... and it feels good.

How good that I am able to watch myself and not deviate very far before I correct my behavior.... I am proud right now for that aspect, but sad that I jokingly acted like I do not care.... it is wonderful to care and I want to sooo badly it feels good to care....

Jim

Sunday, March 2, 2008

Goals, beliefs,

The month of March will be one of great growth and identification of goals, and new beliefs. I have done a great job of seeing what is around me, and understanding more, now it is time to use what I have been observing and put the universe further in motion.

The goals will appear to me as the month goes on, however I have been able to identify that it is time to reach out and communicate with those who have "The Secret" and talk with them. The readings have really really helped me to grow in self, now I feel and believe that by being in the presence of those who posses this will help me. I need to observe and communicate directly with the spirit and hear what it is it wants me to know to help me to grow....

Today is a fresh new beautiful day, there is so much beauty out there, and once again I will head out into the universe.... and stay focused and see, feel and observe the spirits out there. Each one has a story.... and each one is craving someone to communicate with it... on its level... that will be my goal..... to move past the bodies.. and to the spirit... and see what it is the universe wants to tell me.... yes I have my own goals and beliefs... but my inner self is getting the realization of the universe.... and is wanting remove even more of the limits that is has, and expand and grow the way it is able to and meant to be perhaps.

I have already by staying in the now raised my quality of life by now seeing, or allowing the past to taint the beauty of the now. There is no reason for me to predetermine a situation due to the past, or as to how the mind will try to create it poorly in the future... Instead I use my own mind more for seeing how beautiful the future can be. If I see and feel my mind straying ( remember thoughts and feelings let you know what your mind is doing) I pull it back and create the beautiful picture in my mind.... later today I will describe the beautiful vision I see, and continuing to read what I write over the next 6 plus months you will see how the universe will have it unfold for me as we venture together.

: )
Jim ( I wonder why I was named Jim... James.... why did I want to be Wayne?) I need to figure out what Wayne means.....

Saturday, March 1, 2008

They know....

Each day I feel it and know it on the inside more and more....I know that I will have this in print, and the huge success it will be, and how I will finally be able to get in front of people, and be able to help them. I also let my mother know today for the first time that I was writing and that by the end of 2009 at the latest I would be doing this. She always knew, and I could see the smile on her face.... she knows the gift I have, and is glad that I will be putting it to its proper use.

Also a neat one was on the boat cruise in January, a total stranger that I was speaking with I told I was writing a book to, and he said right away.." inspirational"... I smiled and said why yes....

The month of March now... so we are entering... we have the first day at hand here... so what will this month bring? Well, I write about the business part... but it is a little harder for me to now, because it is easy for me to do what I said I would, and I no longer see it as important as I did... what is so much more important is how much stronger I get, and closer to my goals every day.

I so am looking forward and want to be able to get to the point of helping people sooner, that to use my abilities in Real Estate feels like a misuse.. however there is a goal and purpose... and I am all for it. The main point is that all the things I have learned so far and have been putting into effect are paying off and changing my life in such a wonderful way.

I had limits that I kept on myself.. yes please understand I kept them on myself... and why? Well I believe the reason to be because of the past... and isn't that silly. I actually have just learned a big lesson from a transaction I just had.... the other agent was just telling me how it is in Real Estate... and all she was doing was spitting out all that the media and all has been saying... which was not correct in the situation we were in.. what it really came down to was she was not thinking for herself... she was just accepting all that she was hearing as to how it was... if she would have stepped away from robotal thinking... and looked at the present situation for what it truly was the situation would have turned out beautiful for her... but it ended up not being that way... and she is upset as is her client.... I feel no ill will I actually feel for her, and wish I could talk to her, and have her hear me.... but that is the issue.... she isn't not willing to listen... and isn't that so many of our issues... we do not take a current situation for what it is... we predetermine what it is by the past......

I will start writing more each day now, I feel it is time. Tomorrow I plan on meditating many times..... to get a clear picture as to what I am to do... I just know that life is beginning...

Jim