Sunday, July 13, 2008

Human behavior

If I was to make a metaphor I would do on working out again. If you work out for a long period of time maybe 60 days say, and get yourself in great shape, you can really get into it and keep it going, or you can fall away. And if you fall away, in your mind you tell yourself ( or the ego speaks up for you) that hey your in great shape don't worry about it.. and you feel like you can carry on and do all you had when you were in the great shape. However if you were to be real honest, you have to admit and see ( hmm the secret may be going against this) that you cannot really maintain without the continued exercise pattern.

I say this because I had fallen away from my daily gratitude's, affirmations, meditation, and prayer. I need all these things I believe in order to connect in the most positive way with the universe. Understand please here that I mean it from connecting in a positive manner. I can and am always connected, however connecting in a higher more positive manner is what my goals are.

Each day I know I am not living life to the fullest measure, and I feel it is because I am not doing the program I have been speaking of, and you can also note the amount of times I have written over the last 2 weeks. I have done a great job for about 9 months of writing here of not acknowledging the negative out there. Today I am getting it all out for the purpose of admitting and refreshing I want the wonderful things so I need to attract those. I need to exercise acceptance as to what things may be and just understand and decide that no matter what comes into my life it is for the good and I am thankful. The direction life sends me is for good reasons, I accept that.

So with a warm positive feeling good focus, I open myself to the beauty life for some reason has in store for me, and I look forward to being able to share it with some one.... I used to think I knew who that person was but am no longer totally sure... no matter what my life will be wonderful and awesome, that I do know.

Today is the start of a beautiful new life for me, I am so grateful for that!

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