Because I perhaps did not have the inner strength today since I was so tired, it made it seem like I was actually connected much better with the universe than I realized... I wonder if I perhaps didn't have self to get in the way, and the universe didn't have to try to penetrate a barrier that I normally have....
In meditation I felt myself floating off and away... was real nice, and I swear I could see for the first time all the energy that was flowing all around me... my eyes were open, and I could see it swirling all around... and I put my hands out to try to capture some of it....
The day overall was quite something. I was able to achieve so much, and so much came to me... business that I tried to get for years.. contacted me.... and wants me to sell for them.... buyers called.... I connected with so many.... and want to connect with so many more.... it is wonderful, the part that I am really enjoying that I had not before is wanting to meet their spirits... and getting to know them.. before it was just a transaction to me... now I feel more and more... however I do know I need to work on feeling even More still... I had fallen back into my old patterns where I acted like I did not really care.... and it so isn't/wasn't me... I could see and feel how it put people off.... I need to be aware of the power I have, and how much it means to other people that I continue to allow and show I care... because I do... and it feels good.
How good that I am able to watch myself and not deviate very far before I correct my behavior.... I am proud right now for that aspect, but sad that I jokingly acted like I do not care.... it is wonderful to care and I want to sooo badly it feels good to care....
Jim
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