Life is Good

The spirit is sooo strong, that I connected with it in September of 2007.... as I was driving back from the cape.... and the picture of me reading "The Secret" was taken on that weekend...

I saw Bert Jacobs speak today at the Westin Waterfront in Boston Mass today.... and the spirit that he had, and that was all around him was wonderful. He spoke from his heart for about an hour I would say with a message that needs to get out to the world to change the way we are as human beings.

He spoke of the festivals he does, and this is what I was speaking to Lisa about as we were driving back from the Cape in September... and so much good comes from them.... money is plentiful.... and it can bring such goodness.... and those that truly have it so want to get the joy from it that they know it can bring... and you and I as human beings can and will change the way people act and be in life.... We will start slowing the way we eliminate each other as human beings, and start absorbing the beautiful spirit that is all around instead of the draining other spirits.....

Ok so onto the spirits....I rub my mouth for a minute... and sit back.. ok how much do I share here how much do I show of my heart for the purpose of growth of others... the answer is the whole thing Jim.... open it up... it will only help....

So my dream last night... there was a classroom like atmosphere.. and I came in the door, and there were many people in there... I was able to look around and see so many that I knew.... ( ahh I am just realizing the purpose of some of them) I was to be kind of a guest speaker.... of someone to help with the speaker or something like that..... and the teacher.... if you will was Billy Crystal.... and I came up... and walked to the front... and he was explaining how a mean spirit was going to overtake me... and I was going to demonstrate the spirit.... and as he said this I felt a spirit fazing into my body....and felt meanness coming over me... I felt my face muscles squinch, and my furrowed brow... and felt like just insulting people.. and Billy Crystal just happened to be the one closest to me.... and I started insulting him.... and it felt kinda good... and he wasn't thinking it was funny.... even though I kind of thought I was being funny... even though it was mean.... and his face went down toward the floor... and took a few steps backward....

Well... then a lady who I did Real Estate with in Keene Kathy Wichland came out of the audience and walked over and slapped my face,,, geez whats her freckin problem... and I kept being the mean spirit and just ignored her.... as Billy went around the corner.... and laid down on a bed.. he was in pain ( or his spirit was) from the insults.... and as he laid down I looked down at him..... he started sniffling...( then suddenly he was a black child) I could see the spirit of cold going in his nose.... and I put my hand in the air and held it over the spirit of cold trying to get in his nose and was pulling it back out... ( not by touching it but with energy from my spirit) and I did it twice... and it was basically all the way out... and I felt so weak suddenly from doing this.. it was such focus.. yet I knew I could do it if I focused hard enough..... and then I felt my leg buckle... but I held on and did not fall... but then weakness came over me... and I went to the floor...and laid down... as I laid there I wanted to hear him breath a nice breath without the cold trying to get in his nose... I could not hear it....

as I laid there I felt sadness coming over and I went to the fetal position pretty much, and crawled under a coffee type table... and started to cry... I was overwhelmed and it came to me.... my early years were not fair.... I was not loved like I wanted to be loved... and I have not as of yet loved someone like I want to love them...... I wanted someone from the audience to come up and comfort me.... but no one did... I woke up.... but as I woke I was not sad... I was not sad at all.. I was excited because my eyes had opened up to some very strong realizations....

When I was up at that table and was to be overcome by a spirit.. that was not the only spirit in the area... but that was the one I allowed to overtake me...... and why Billy Crystal? I am not sure but I believe that is because how many times do we think we are being funny and we are actually being hurtful... even someone like him who I thought could take it... could not it hurt so much that he was put into such a weakened state that sickness was able to approach and try to enter his weakened body.....

So why did I not chose on of the other spirits that was in the area... and why do we allow meanness be such a large part of our life... or any part at all? Humans just do? That is a poor reason.. we are intelligent and can realize that if you are cold you need fire to warm up.... it is time for us to take some huge evolutionary steps here.... and make sure that it is taught to the young generation the spirit that is all around us...

Now to share a little on the spirit to give you an understanding of what I mean....lets say you have 2 people telling stories... oh you would not believe what happened to me the other day... and then what do you get back... " Oh ya" well you should hear what happened to me... and they go back and forth trying to out do each other..... is it possible that each person sees feels and absorbs a spirit that is all about that and as one tells a bigger story part of the spirit moves from one person to the other... and goes back and forth... ever heard 2 people telling negative stuff about people and you can see the total transformation of their bodies and face and gestures and attitude as they do... each one trying to get the yuk spirit out of the other,.... and absorb more into themselves... ahhhh

Another one... what about the crazy man with the gun... waving it..... he obviously has a crazy, sick spirit in him..... how do you get it out? Be crazier and sicker than him... arrrrrggggggggggg and get part of that spirit to leave him... and come into you... and then doubt will set in.. especially if you direct it to.....

What about the ol competitive spirit... a Tennis tournament with all the top tennis players... as they each absorb the energy and spirit all around them.... as they yell and scream with such energy and enthusiasm... and when victory finally comes and the go to their knees and have such a sense of relief..... did they win because they were able or shall we say allowed so much of the energy of the universe absorb into their body... and it is finally relieved of being able to release all it was holding in?

Keep in mind once again.... what if the energy around you wants to help you... and craves to help you... positive energy seeking out the positive person.... but do we allow the energy in? Do we allow it to help us.... or do we bring in fear and self doubt to have it go away... wouldn't that be sad.

Maybe we should go periods of time of making sure we do not allow self doubt and fear come into our being... and see how much we achieve... hmmm sounds like we are onto something here...

The energy is around me... and it is working with me.... as much as I allow it to... and I am thankful for it, I just need to make sure I figure out a wonderful recipe to help myself be helped...

I have realized I do not have to work long crazy hours in order to achieve what I am after for Real Estate results... they will come no matter what ( if I focus, believe and allow them to: )

I am done for this evening, was a great day, and so much to say. Thanks for bearing with the writings to this point. For some reason it was supposed to just go on like it was to that point, now connecting further and deeper is to come about.. I can feel it...

Jim