They know....

Each day I feel it and know it on the inside more and more....I know that I will have this in print, and the huge success it will be, and how I will finally be able to get in front of people, and be able to help them. I also let my mother know today for the first time that I was writing and that by the end of 2009 at the latest I would be doing this. She always knew, and I could see the smile on her face.... she knows the gift I have, and is glad that I will be putting it to its proper use.

Also a neat one was on the boat cruise in January, a total stranger that I was speaking with I told I was writing a book to, and he said right away.." inspirational"... I smiled and said why yes....

The month of March now... so we are entering... we have the first day at hand here... so what will this month bring? Well, I write about the business part... but it is a little harder for me to now, because it is easy for me to do what I said I would, and I no longer see it as important as I did... what is so much more important is how much stronger I get, and closer to my goals every day.

I so am looking forward and want to be able to get to the point of helping people sooner, that to use my abilities in Real Estate feels like a misuse.. however there is a goal and purpose... and I am all for it. The main point is that all the things I have learned so far and have been putting into effect are paying off and changing my life in such a wonderful way.

I had limits that I kept on myself.. yes please understand I kept them on myself... and why? Well I believe the reason to be because of the past... and isn't that silly. I actually have just learned a big lesson from a transaction I just had.... the other agent was just telling me how it is in Real Estate... and all she was doing was spitting out all that the media and all has been saying... which was not correct in the situation we were in.. what it really came down to was she was not thinking for herself... she was just accepting all that she was hearing as to how it was... if she would have stepped away from robotal thinking... and looked at the present situation for what it truly was the situation would have turned out beautiful for her... but it ended up not being that way... and she is upset as is her client.... I feel no ill will I actually feel for her, and wish I could talk to her, and have her hear me.... but that is the issue.... she isn't not willing to listen... and isn't that so many of our issues... we do not take a current situation for what it is... we predetermine what it is by the past......

I will start writing more each day now, I feel it is time. Tomorrow I plan on meditating many times..... to get a clear picture as to what I am to do... I just know that life is beginning...

Jim