The burst Dam

So first there is a small trickle... hardly noticable.. really of no concern.... however have you ever seen a small hole ever patch itself? You see without some form of proper attention to it the hole always gets bigger....

Think of this as being on the same lines as the negative behavior... or negative joking... once the negative flow has started, it will only grow bigger and bigger without proper acknowledgement or realization... or changes in behavior...

So easy to see the darker side sometimes.. but if we were to now turn it around we could say... well if you say and do nice things won't that behavior just grow.... yes yes it will... however I have another small twist to it. Is it possible that in the back of our mind we disbelieve... that things will get better and become nicer... and therefore that part stays connected.. or connects with the universe....

Well, lets hop back to the negative example... if you are doing negative joking... things are just siply flowing.. you are not blocking things one way or another.. ( maybe blocking the good) but not the bad... so it can easily manifest and gorw.... the way the universe knows how to.... you see in the posative example.... you hold doubt... and therefore are not allowing the proper universal flow to happen...

So Jim why all this? Well, I must say that I feel so much more connected each and every day by simply believing and being... the small doubt that I in the start ( months ago ) did my best to pretend did nto exist, has shrunk more and more... it is at most a grain now, and I might even be able to say on most days now non-existant...

What does this all say and mean... I have found the quality of my life increase so much it feels wonderful.. I look forward to so much... and so many things.. I know things will always turn out perfect anyway.... because I am lettign it.....

Jim