Tuesday, May 13, 2008

To easy to just walk away

I sit there trying to think of posative wonderful things and not allow all the negative acitivity words and actions penetrate me.... I tell myself I am better to not go to the meetings and just do my thing.. there is to much negative energy and improper focus... It is stated time and again as to what not to do, and what to worry about.. in the meantime.. I just sell sell sell... ok I need to try to break this up.. I speak up to interject a posative statement to help others and the manager to refocus.. and ouch.. shot down... however even though there are many bullets shot at me none penetrate.. I dodge them by not allowing them to exist.....

So to walk away is just to easy.... How do I help the Manager and the agents.. the important thing here is to change the energy flow... the old addage perhpas has far more and deeper menaing than we ever realized... you get more with Sugar than you do with vinager....

I had decided to just not go to the meetings any more.. I am soo sorry but I need to save myself... hmm but is that the best thing to do... for my fellow man or for my own growth? It is to easy... there are many people like that in life... learn now to overcome.. consier each one a fun challenge... now I must figure out how to....

: ) Don't you get it at this point.. If I now believe that I can... and focus and meditate on it... I can... with such ease.. I need to sit and chat with the manager on it... and speak to him... help him... he truly does want to help people.. he just doesn't really know how to right now....

So after the meeting what did I do.. reach deep into my pocket and pullout some secret shifters... just like good bubble gum... um yum yum... I think I will have a nice thing to say to the next few people I see.. ahhh yes.. and now maybe a compliment to myself in the mirror.. oh yes I like that one.. hmmmm I need something else... lets see hey Pam.. do me a favor.. tell me something good... anything just tell me something good... ahhhhh oh ya... now what do I headout and do.... oh simple.. I go on 3 listing appts... and then get another property under agreement.. oh yes the kid si on fire..... or is he just moving toward his slight capabilities?

The energy around me from working the steps and process has such wonderful things comeing to me.. and yes here I am I am accepting of them...

Jim

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